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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

2:20PM

school has been fine. the homework is harder than last year, but i can deal with it.
i cant to running anymore, which is really bothering me because i have hated running and then when i finally WANT to do it, i cant, which means i cant really get it shape for skiing. I want to win conference this year, thats my goal, a high one, but i damn good one. the thing is i cant do that by sitting on my ass all day after school, so if anyone wants to go to the weight room, or work out in some way, call me. other wise im gonna try and roller ski, but that rain is stopping me from doing that. things arent really working out for me.
all of this isnt helping my mood. i have had a slight case of depression these last 6 months, probably because of the birth control pills, so im going to see a therapist, she helps, it really gives me a place to vent about all my "problems" which i dont know why such stupid things are bothering me. it makes me depressed to not know why im depressed, it makes me sad to think about me being sad. pretty fucked up

Saturday, September 3, 2005

1:01PM

I went to the fair yesterday, it was tight. I won a Bart Simpson in the midway, and tommy won me this seal with a ball on it's nose, and i won him a fish. lol.
I am not really nervous about school, i know i will want it to stop the second day, but then, ill get used to it.
I hurt my knee really bad in cross country, well, it was hurt already, but i made it wayyy worse by running too hard on it. I hope it heals, because i really like to run with the team. And, i have blisters on my feet, they hurt. things just aren't working out.
I'm gonna get a new cell phone, my parents got two for like $25 and i get one. It's from Beyond Wireless or something and i guess gets better servie than that stupid Virgin Mobile. i hate that thing.
I say we all hang out before school starts.

Current mood: bored

Saturday, August 27, 2005

10:38AM - New Schedule!

Advisory: Halgerson
1. History of the Americas IB-Bierman
2. Digital Photography-Canelake
3. Biology 2 IB-Mattimiro
4. Algebra 2- O'Connell

Second Semester
1. Current World Issues- Zietchick/ Beginning Wood Working
2. English IB- It says Edwards... but probably Kozak
3. Trigonometry- Lambert
4. EMPTY

This will probably change, at least second semester.

Friday, August 26, 2005

10:03PM

Today i watched the sunrise and sunset through a car window. We drove the whole day.
15 hours. it was fun.
The rockey mountains were fun tho, we went hiking, horse back riding, and stuff like that.
It was really cold there too, and rained everyday, but whatever, it didnt matter.

Hope you all are having fun working at the fair! i'll come visit you, probably with the few that aren't working.

Current mood: tired

Saturday, August 20, 2005

8:05AM

I'm leaving today for the Rocky Mountains with my family. I hope it's fun, it will.

I'll be back this weekend tho.

bye!

Monday, August 15, 2005

3:04PM

Cross country practice started today. It's all right. Im not in very good shape, so its a little hard to get into the groove.

I got a call back from St. Mary's, and they said they couldn't hire me because of cross country, I would need to be there by 4 and practice is too long. It's a bummer. But maybe in the spring when i dont do sports.

Highland fest was fun, when i was drunk. It was ok when i wasnt, but yeah, you know. I cant really remember anything, except hanging onto dan, and talking to anne a lot. haha, we kinda over did it.
Anyway, im going to the rocky mountains next week for the whole week, it could be fun.

Current mood: disappointed
Current music: watching the simpsons

Thursday, July 28, 2005

3:23PM

I'm back from my cabin now. It was fun, i went swimming and all the usual.

We went to the Hardy's in Baldwin, NEVER GO THERE!! this one guy was making really rude comments at me, really sexist too, he told tommy he had a very well trained girlfriend... WHAT THE FUCK??... gross. Makes me wanna throw my food at them. I wish i had, he was such an asshole.
My grampa was accused of breaking the law too by this animal rights cunt. She runs in saying "do you have a green van out there?" and we're like "yeah..." and shes like
'Well, its against the law to leave them in the car and hes panting like crazy" so my grampa is very unimpressed, so he says that shes fine, so the bitch threatens to call the cops. I swear, that place need to be shut down.

call if you wanna chill.

Current mood: annoyed
Current music: Weezer

Friday, July 22, 2005

12:21PM

I'm going to my cabin today!

I'll be back on Thursday!

BYE

Current mood: excited

Saturday, July 16, 2005

12:49AM

I went to that stupid Harry Potter thing tonight and didnt even get a book. I was so tempted to go up there and just buy something else, like a magazine. It would be awesome.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: drained

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Sunday, November 27, 2005

2:35PM - knitting

so yeah, i learned how to knit over thanksgiving, and i am on my way to having a scarf that i made ALL BY

MYSELF! haha. it looks bad already.

I want to go iceskating really badly, and it sucks that all the snow melted, serioulsy, FUCK.

I am sick of hangning out with NOBODY, ever. i feel trapped sometimes.

Current mood: envious
Current music: Black Eyed Peas
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